I Dream of Shaggy
This has been on my mind for the last several days. I recently viewed the photo of Sheba a rescue which Deograine is going to have in her home soon. Something about Sheba's photo triggered a memory of my Shaggy whom passed over the Rainbow Bridge almost two years ago, March 2nd. That night I dreamt of Shaggy. It was rather a strange dream as I was looking out a window and saw Shaggy wondering around ( somehow I knew she was in her state of dementia and didn't know where she was). I saw someone picking her up and bringing her to their car in search of the owner. I raced out and said , Oh she's mine and have I ever missed her! In my dream state I said, "I thought she passed away but I now realize she's been in a coma" I then touched her and said "see she's alive after all." I then picked her up in my arms (could do that with Shaggy as she was a diminitive sheepie) and hugged her, telling her how much I missed her. Strange dream huh? I then woke up, but have actually been grieving for her since that dream, it almost felt like she had just passed. 
I realized that although I had spoke of Shaggy often, I had only posted one photo of her on the forum and it was with Merlin whom was newly arrived at my home. I think as the 2nd anniversary is coming up of her passing, I should post a few photos and write a memorial to her. Perhaps the dream was telling me it's time I did that. That's my plan to get it done before March 2nd. Marianne and the boys |
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| I'm sad that Sheba's picture brought back painful memories for you, but also touched that it may contribute to a memorial to a dog that you loved so very much. I hope that you will find comfort as you continue along in your greiving process. |
| I know how you are feeling marianne, I have vivid dreams of peppa and still think she is still here, even called one of the girls peppa the other day.
I think also that a tribute to her and photos of her is what is needed too, although it only seems like yesterday for your shaggy it does help. I felt so much better posting a picture of her at christmas time in the forum and made me feel so much better and at peace by just doing that. I would be very honoured to read a tribute to shaggy and see some pictures of your angel too. And your dream is trying to tell you something!! |
| Hi Again,
Thanks for the comments. I did post in the Rainbow Bridge when Shaggy passed, but somehow never got around to posting photos of her. It was too painful at the time to go through the photos in my albums at the time so I let it lapse. Then Panda boy arrived unexpectedly in my home 3 wks later. Now I just have to get hold of a scanner and will work on a memorial page in her memory. I was fortunate that despite her illness she lived to the grand ole age of 15 1/2 and I was able to hold her in my arms while saying my goodbyes. I take comfort in that. Lisa I remember the photo of your lovely girl, Peppa, and Deograine, give Sheba an extra hug from me. This evening, I noticed Mopsy's mom just posted beautiful photos of her girl whom recently went to the Rainbow Bridge. It shows Mopsy at different stages of her life. They are wonderful and I'd encourage everyone to take a look. Special hug sent her way. Marianne and the boys |
lisaoes wrote: ........And your dream is trying to tell you something!!
A tribute to her would be lovely. But, I believe your dream is not one of your dog, but of yourself. Shaggy was the instrument used to send you the message. You said, "I thought she passed away but now I realize she's been in a coma" you then touched her and said, "See, she's alive after all." Your little girl is talking to "you". Telling you not to mourn, to lay down your burdens and live, you've been gone long enough, its now time to come back. I hope you don't take this offensive, I don't mean it that way. I told you once before that sometimes I feel led to write something, and this is one of those times. Please forgive me if I'm wrong. |
| Hi,
Ahh you posted while I was searching for the one photo which exist in the OES photos. Found it! I'll post it in the Photos section. Mouthpf - You are probably right - our dreams often relate what is in our subconcious. It's probably time I stop worrying so much and live a little! You're advice is always appreciated. Thank you! Marianne and the boys |
| Marianne, I can totally relate to your post. My Henry, who was a mixed breed, passed away Octeber 9th, 2004. I still find to this day that I am calling out his name when I am calling the other dogs and think about him constantly. This week as I was driving to work in the morning I found myself thinking about him, calling out his name and singing the hoakey little song I use to sing to him. I had tears in my eyes more times this week when walking into my classroom than not. When he passed on I had posted a message on the AOL message board about him but AOL changed things and his message was deleted. I had thought about posting another pic of him in the OES photo gallery, under the " in memory" section with the aol message I posted that day but thought it may be inappropriate for this board and was not sure how much narrative space was allowed under each pic. The bad thing about having pets they seem to take a little bit of your heart when they leave. |
| Hi,
I do know that many people have posted memorials or post of the recent passing of their beloved pets even if they weren't sheepies on the Rainbow Bridge forum. The most touching event I've ever had occur was the time when I was approached by the school prinicipal to speak to a child regarding the loss of her pet. She singled me out to speak to her even though she wasn't one of my students as she knew I'd understand her pain. This child had much trauma in her life and was devestated by the loss of her pet ferret. I encouraged her to post. The members here rose to the challenge and responded with support and understanding. It helped her so much and she printed all the responses and made a memorial book for her pet. It meant a lot to her and to me as well. My heart was bursting with pride at the wonderful people in here who took the time to offer condolences to her. The majority of the membership here have sheepies whom have siblings that are of other breeds, felines or other small creatures that share their home. I know everyone would be understanding and I'd encourage you to post a memorial in the Rainbow Bridge in Henry's honor. Marianne and the boys |
| Frisky the Ferret's condolences:
http://forum.oes.org/viewtopic.php?p=21402 |
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