Lola is Gone

She had another series of HUGE seizures tonight. Her lungs filled with blood and she started to scream. The valium didn't stop it. We took her in and she died peacefully looking into my eyes. I was her person. I don't know how I will go on without her. She was my love. She was only 13 months old. Lily is going to be lost without her. I am only comforted by knowing that she KNEW how much she was loved and her life was full of kisses and hugs. She got to run in the ocean and eat pasta. She knew joy and security. The first 6 months of her life were sad and lonely. I hope that we made her forget them. I have to go now. I can’t bear it.
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Ohhh I am filled with sadness for you; I am sk very sorry fir your loss of your sweet puppy.
OH NO!

I truly feel your pain as I just lost Pogo 3 days ago.

It is not easy and is very painful not having them next to us in our everyday activities. They are soooo loving and adorable.

I am sharing your pain and wish that you did not have to be going through this. I can't say if it will get any better, but having everyone on OES.org certainly helps as they all know how special an OLD ENGLISH SHEEPDOG is.
You were her guardian Angle in life, she is yours now. I am sure she is at the bridge, running and playing with all the sheepies that were waiting for a playful pup to cross and join them.... :ghug: ..I am so sorry...
My heart sank when I read this.

I am so so sorry for your loss.
Oh I am in tears.....Lola knows how much you will
always love her.
She will be watching over you in this time of sadness.
God Speed Baby Angel
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I am so sorry. Another baby lost. :(

At least she was with people who loved her deeply. Thank you for giving her a chance to live her much too short life to the fullest.

:ghug:

Kristine
I am devasted for your loss, so young. Take comfort in knowing that you made her world a brighter place.

Hugs to you.
oh noooooo i am so very sorry for you loss but lola knew how much you loved her and what a great mommie you are
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Lola. She will be deeply missed.

Tears,
There is really nothing I can say except to say thankyou for loving Lola and doing the best you could for your precious puppy. She was too young. I will light a candle for her tonight. xx
I'm so sorry for your loss of Lola.

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Julianne and Marls
Oh it is so hard when they are so young. Thank you for giving her a loving home when you did. :ghug:
Seven months is way too short. I lost Chad in a short time after adoption, but I know the short time he was with me, he was extremely happy. Lola shared the same wonderful experience with you. These shorties are so much harder because all the dreams you had for the future are now gone. Rest in peace Lola and to you, peace.
oh NO!!! I'm so very very sorry!!!! I know it is hardly a consolation, but you gave Lola such a good life, even if it was far too short. My heart goes out to you; I don't know what else to say other than that I am so, so sorry to read this. :cry:
I am so sorry for your loss. I felt like I was getting to know your sweet Lola through your posts. My heart goes out to you. I know she knew she was such a loved sheepie girl. I am crying for Lola also. :ghug:
I am so sorry for your loss. I am crying while I write this. I know Lola knew how much her mommy loved her. Hugs to you.

Lisa and Frankie
Im soooo sorry! :( i don't know what to say!!!

SENDING YOU LOTS OF (((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))
My heart aches for you and my eyes are filled with tears. Seven months together just wasn't enough but in this short time Lola was allowed to experience kindness. You gave her the best gift any dog could ever dream of having... the love of a compassionate family. You were her rescue angel and you did great. I'm so sorry it hurts so much.

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I'm so very sorry for your broken heart. Tears are flowing writing this because you let us know your sweet sweet Lola with your stories and your wonderful pictures. She had the best life with you, and you will remember her with a smile as the days go on.
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oh gosh, I'm so very sorry!
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Oh No, I couldnt believe it was you and Lola at first.
She was a beautiful girl. I'm so, so sorry.
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Ok, so I know everyone is going to think I am whacked, but in 1/2 an hour my husband and I are climbing into my car and driving 12 hours to Oregon. We are picking up a 14 week old sheepie girl. I can't bear the thought of not having a sheepie in my house. This is how we deal with stuff. Lily has been walking around crying and bereft, and I can't bear it.
Here is the new baby:

http://gallery.me.com/ginahankerd#100247

I think she is the furthest on the left in the group pic. Geez, my eyes are still so swollen, I can hardly see. Should be a fun road trip. I will post more pics as soon as I can.
I totally understand and get it. That new baby will be so lucky to have you as her new Mommy. I think this is what your sweet Lola would want you to do. Have a safe trip and please keep us posted.
:hearts: "Miss Daphne" & Beth
I agree with Beth. Thats what Lola would want you to do. The pictures are just adorable. Puppy Breath :lol: :lol:

Have a safe trip. Post Pics when you can.

Lisa and Frankie
Im so very sorry! :cry: This was just heartbreaking to read about this morning.

Congrats on your beautiful new baby. Your love for Lola will live on in your love for your new pup! :hearts:
Oh I was so sad to read about Lola. She was lucky to have you as her person. No it is not crazy to adopt another. Enjoy!
I am so sorry about Lola, how sad to lose her at such a young age - I bet Lola sent your new pup to you knowing your grief.
I am truly sorry for your loss. It is always hard to say good bye to unconditional love. She knew she was loved by you, thats all that matters now. One day the pain will lessen but the memories will stay strong. Godspeed Lola hunt with the hounds and swim with the retrievers......

Enjoy your new puppy Lola would be proud of you!!!
How sad :( . It is a wonderful way to honor Lola's memory by bringing in another sheepie girl :ghug:
:lol: having another puppy is a fantastic way of helping get over the loss of a beloved dog.. Lola will always be with you, and Lily will be so lonely without a friend. Have a safe journey and we look forward to photos...xxxx
I have no words. My heart is with you.
Thanks for you incredible kindess everyone. We are somewhere south of Bakersfield, headed north. My face is so swollen, I won't leave the car. I think Lola did send the puppy to me. We are just so lucky that my husband has a 3 day weekend. I hope Lola knows that I am not trying to replace her. That would be impossible. The new baby is suposedly mellow. Quite unlike Miss Lola. Her current name in Elly. I don't know if we'll keep it. If I do she will be JellyBelly Bean Hankerd. We'll see what she 'tells' me her name is. :)
I am just catching up - my heart just sank when I read your posting title. :cry: :cry:

I am so sorry, I was reading and crying. Good luck with your trip and the new baby. She will have some big shoes to fill. And what a lucky puppy she will be!
I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of Lola for the time you had her I am sure she was so happy with the special love you gave her and she has left you with the most wonderfull special memories of your time together, you did wonders with her in the short time you had with her, so pretty too and I am sure she appreciated you all each and every day when she came to you.

Bless your darling and rest peacefully lola, there's lots of sheepies waiting for you over the bridge to take you under their paw.
I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful baby Lola. She was a gorgeous girl and will be sadly missed for a long time to come.

Everyone here knows how deep the pain is when we lose one of our very special babies. So we all understand your need to adopt right away. Godspeed with your trip to Oregon, and don't forget pictures when you can.

Angel Lola will keep her eyes on the new baby, telling her how she should act for Mommy and Daddy.
My heart just sank as I read the post. I am so very sorry for your loss of your special girl Lola. How wonderful that you found a new puppy! She can't replace sweet Lola but will carve a new happy place in your heart. I can't wait to see pictures. Travel safe and snuggle with that new baby all the way home. :ghug:
Poor sweet Lola! I can't believe it. That is just so sad. Even 13 years doesn't seem long enough. 13 months is heartbreaking. But she knew she was loved and you were with her in the end so I'm sure she had no idea how unfair it all is. Your new puppy looks like a sweetie. I hope she has a long healthy happy life with you.
The little girl is just beautiful, I like Jellybelly, Ellie but as you said she'll tell you her name.

I can totally understand your needing a new sheepie. I've always had dogs right from when I was born but Tiggy is my first sheepie and she has me totally besotted. :oops: Part of the reason I find The Bridge so hard is it makes me scared about losing Tiggy I would be lost without her. The only reason it took us 4 months to get another Dalmo puppy was that there were no pups available in the whole state at the time.

And 'sides Lily needs a new friend. Safe trip and make sure you snuggle with your baby all the way home.
Thank you all again for your support. I don't know how I would have made it without you. Pogos Mom, I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you. We have stopped in Sacramento, and tim is giving me 6 hours to sleep. I better get to it. Goodnight all.
I am so sorry for your loss... you and Lola will be in my prayers tonight.
May God grant you a peaceful heart and blessings while you cope with this loss.
I'm so sad for your loss. Lola was so lucky to have that much love in her short life..what a blessing you were to her. :ghug:
Good for you and the beautiful baby...the smiles and snuggles are just what you need.
I had a gentleman tell me when I did a home vist for my GSD rescue He adopted a dog after his previous one went to the bridge He thought the new dog had very big shoes to fill, but he found the new dog brought his own shoes....so you are not replacing your love just expanding it Get some rest and give the new sheepie a hug from all of us here :D
On I am so shocked! I was just checking out those cute photos of Lola and Lily! My heart is broken for all of you. Lola was such a special girl. Please take comfort that you rescued her from a horrible start in life and gave her the most loving home. She's at peace now and the love you had for each other will never die.
I'm so sorry. How awful. Have fun with your new little one.
R.I.P. little Lola, go find Dolly and play the days away, sweet baby girl.

Sending you and your family the biggest hug :)

Have fun with your new baby, a replacement no, never that, but a little help to ease the griefxx

Debsx
I think all the blood drained from my body when I saw this. I'm so, so sorry for your loss. Lola was very, very loved and I know she knew that. I hope that Elly will help ease some of the ache in your heart.
What a terrible, tragic loss. :(
Yeah, I am moving into the anger phase. It was such a waste. I swear I will miss her until the day I die. She sure packed a lot into the short time she had.
I already adore Maggie, but Lola will be forever missed. A piece of my heart died with her. If I think about her longer than a few moments, I get nauseous and start to cry. It is more than my heart can take...
I can understand how you feel we had Katy for just 6 short years but you only had Lola for a whisper of time. Cuddle your new baby she will help xx
So sorry. She got to find out what it was like to be loved before you lost her. Surely that was better than than the life she led before. I am there with you...I would have run for another one to fill the hole in my heart too. I hope you heal soon.
So very sorry for your loss, I wish there were just the right words to help the pain go away but I know there isn't. I lost Molly 15 months ago and I still have an extremely hard time coming in to this particular section of the forum! All I can say is that you know in your heart that she loved you and you loved her, so no matter what you will always have that special place for her in your heart and your memories. Big Hugs :ghug:
LolasMama wrote:
Yeah, I am moving into the anger phase. It was such a waste. I swear I will miss her until the day I die. She sure packed a lot into the short time she had.
I already adore Maggie, but Lola will be forever missed. A piece of my heart died with her. If I think about her longer than a few moments, I get nauseous and start to cry. It is more than my heart can take...

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I know exactly how you feel...
I lost my little furry soul mate at the age of 5 to Lymphoma...
Quin was a rescue that we adopted when he was around 2y/o.
I took Quin absoutely everywhere with me...

I will never forget the night I told a friend of mine at the club
Quin had Lympoma but, he enjoyed his classes so, we will
keep going until he can not!
Quinnie had the best run that night and Larry sat and clapped/ cried!
I think that was Quin's last class...

To my point, anyway....
I was sooo angry that he passed when I still had so much
more to give him!
I was angry that we had spent so much time in training..
FOR WHAT???

Somebody asked me..."Would you change a thing?"

Hmmmm..the love he gave me was way beyond even imagineable...
I woud never change a thing unless I could have made him well!

Even though the time you had with Lola was way too brief,
it was so worth it..
She was lucky to have you and you her.
I wish I coud say it will pass soon, it takes time :cry:

I believe in signs and Lola sent you little Maggie to try to
heal your heart..
It will mend in time...
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I'm so sorry
Thanks so much everyone. I am doing better today. One day at a time. It is hard to be sad when looking in little Maggie's face. :wink:
:ghug:
I am soooo sorry and am brokenhearted for you.
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