On sept 29 i had a dnc and tubes tied and a cyst removed on one of my ovaries the problem in all was the dr. ok let me start off the week before i went to er and had pains on right side they did a ultrasound and found only a sac no baby then on sept 29 i went in with same thing hoping things would change i a week, Dr powers came in ordered test after test another ultrasound there was a heartbeat faint but there and the dr came back and told me a dnc was the best answer NOT in my right state of mind the dr was talking about my tubes being tied and i agreed sadden by another lost (also lost a set of twins APRIL 08) no one was at the hospital the father was on his way but he arrived to late for anything to be said and done he cried almost all night as i was on meds to keep me calm. now this week has been hard i regret the surgery now more then ever the hardest thing is we really wanted to try again but the state i was in i just signed anything at this point . ever since the surgery i have had sweats crying all the time hurting omg its bad bad bad worse then before i had the surgery my right leg goes numb i have falling to the ground it just gives out the problem is my insurance will not cover for it to be reverse and now it feels i did a bad bad ordeal to the core. i am looking for answers on what i can do the bottom line is can i still be pregnant heres why i am asking this question my stomach is harder than ever my breast are sore to the point of crying can't sleep at all a week after surgery and i have stopped bleeding completely but still have signs all throwning up mood swings etc. i want more then anything to have another baby and I know at this time i messed up big time.
Susan Kuntz |