I lost Spud on Christmas Eve just passed - he had just turned 12. I was there the night he was born (who would believe something the size of a guinea pig could grow to be a 55 kilogram bear!). I brought him home on my 13th birthday, and we grew up together. I can't imagine ever having another dog like him - he was an absolute character. We stayed up together all through his last night - neither of us could sleep, so I stored up a lifetime of hugs from my big mate. Lucky he was so fluffy to soak up all the tears. Pity the laptop keyboard now isn't so forgiving! His ashes are buried under his favourite mango tree. It is still very difficult to be without him, and his partner in crime (Nick, the blue heeler) is feeling the colder weather now that he doesn't have a wooly sheepdog to cuddle up to. All the very best to you all on the other side of the world - I'm looking forward to reading other areas of this site in more depth. Anna - Queensland, Australia |
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Welcome to the forum, Anna.
So sorry for your still-recent loss. Many of us know the pain you're still feeling... it's hard to get over the loss of a loved one, especially one who has been with you through your difficult teen years. 55 Kilos! That's a lot of furry love! I know you will cherish your memories of your big fella forever. |
Sounds like Spud had a full and good life, with a great master and friends! Sort of what I hope for in the end myself.
Put down an old carpet for Nick, and keep him warm this Fall/winter. The tears will get less with time. Losing a beloved pet is no different than losing your best friend. It takes time to let go. Rest assured Spud is in a good place waiting for the rest of us to catch up with him. Like anyone ever could catch up with a sheepie! I hope you enjoy the site as much as I do! Welcome aboard! And a big thanks to Ron for keeping the site going! It is very therapeutic! |
Anna,
I know how you feel about this site. It is a wonderful comfort and the stories keep you smiling through your tears. As I know how you feel about Spud, since losing my Rosiegirl back in February. I agree the computer doesn't soak up the tears as well. We are here for you if and when you ever need us. I feel as if I've known all these wonder people for years instead of only a few months, welcome Anna. It helps when people understand what you have experienced having loved a Sheepie so and not think you're a bit crazy when you see one that is in your heart in the clouds looking over you once in awhile . Take care and give a big hug to Nick for us for I know his loss too. |
Anna,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss of Spud. I wish there were words I could say to you to take away your pain. I think the only thing that really helps is 'time'. Slowly tears turn to smiles at the happy memories you've shared. Know that there are a lot of us here who share your pain. I am so glad Spud had you in his last hours. He never knew life without you, and you were there with him until the end. Find peace knowing his comfort of having you by his side when it was time to say 'good-bye'. ::tears:: Under a mango tree .. what a beautiful resting place. Share lots of hugs and maybe an older blanket with Nick to keep him warm. Keep posting, Anna! |
Anna,
I too am very sorry to hear about your sense of loss at the passing of Spud. They say time heals all wounds and while that is undoubtedly true, it doesn't take away our sense of loss when we have memories of our beloved Sheepies or other creatures that have made an impact on our lives. It seems that Spud lived a happy life with you and you can take comfort in that you gave him the best possible life. Hugs to you Marianne |
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